THE GAS STATION ATTENDANT

THE GAS STATION ATTENDANT

Come As You Are
83 min
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NYC PREMIERE Collaging together home videos and phone conversations with her late father, filmmaker Karla Murthy creates a portrait of an immigrant who left everything familiar in pursuit of the American Dream. It is also a singular story of a specific kind of love, distinctive in its special joys and grief. A personal memorial but also a reminder of the resolve and love immigrants bring into this country—especially poignant at a time of divisive America First-ism. – Bedatri D. Choudhury

The first and second screenings will be followed by a Q&A with director/producer/editor Karla Murthy and producer Rajal Pitroda.

All in-person screening venues provide sound amplification headphones upon request with venue management. IFC Center can also provide a T-Coil loop for compatible devices.

Director: Karla Murthy
Producer: Karla Murthy, Rajal Pitroda
Executive Producer: Carrie Lozano, Geeta Gandbhir, Rekha Maholtra, Stanley Nelson, Marcia Smith, Stephen Gong, Donald Young
Cinematographer: Karla Murthy, Andrew Fredericks, Andy Sarjahani
Editor: Karla Murthy
Composer: Bobak Lotfipour
Language: English
Year: 2025
Asian/Asian American
Community
Family
Immigration
Race
Social Issues
South Asian
Women Directors

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In-Person Date

Wednesday, November 19, 2025 7:15 PM

Venue

IFC Center

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In-Person Date

Thursday, November 20, 2025 2:00 PM

Venue

Village East by Angelika

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Online Dates

Thursday, November 20 - Sunday, November 30, 2025

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Online Screening

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The second screening will be followed by a Q&A with director/producer Violet Du Feng, executive producer Rebecca Lichtenfeld and co-executive producer Yao King.

All in-person screening venues provide sound amplification headphones upon request with venue management. IFC Center can also provide a T-Coil loop for compatible devices.

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All in-person screening venues provide sound amplification headphones upon request with venue management. IFC Center can also provide a T-Coil loop for compatible devices.

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All in-person screening venues provide sound amplification headphones upon request with venue management. IFC Center can also provide a T-Coil loop for compatible devices.